emoshaman
emoshaman
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March 25, 2009
Posts: 1
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I guess I signed up here a while ago, but too many head injuries made me forget. So this is more so a re-introductory post. The name's Garth and I'm a 25 year old FTM. I'm here looking for friends and maybe more if my schizophrenia doesn't scare them away like it always does. I'm not a dangerous serial killer like how the media paint schizos to be, and I have a rare form of it called childhood onset catatonic schizophrenia, meaning I've been this way my whole life. I've been 100% out as trans since 2004 when I was 18, but I have yet to get any of the medical stuff done cuz I live in a backwards conservative area. My only progress is that I DID get my name legally changed to Garth Adrian McKinnon. My first and last name honor my grandmother who passed away in 2005. 'Garth' comes from an old celtic word for gardening or garden, which is what I used to do every spring when she was less ill. McKinnon is her maiden name, and I put Adrian in the middle because I love that name.
Well that's all I have to say here hope to make new friends here, don't be shy about messaging me.
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Just like the streets burn a hole through your shoe.
My soul has been worn out too,
I'm 25 and I still don't fit in
Directionless, like a blind man painting
Mother I'm so sorry, I can't go on like this.
The lifeboats are leaving with or without me.
What's the point of falling in love?
If I don't love myself.
What's the point of being alive if all I want is out. |
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